so, this weekend was a bust. really didn’t fucking do anything. essentially, it was a waste of gas and time. it’s honestly such a pain for me to drive there (money-wise) and i hardly get to stay over so i’m really disappointed that i didn’t do anything. at the very least, i got to be with my girlfriend and that’s all that really matters. i’m done putting in an effort for other people, just going to focus on me like i always have.