i’m having a bad night. this last month has been terrible. idk. the year as a whole was okay because i really came out of my shell. january was good, i started off the second semester of my freshman year of college wasted as fuck with my best friend. february was interesting? quite a few hook-ups that month. the night before valentine’s day was regrettable. ha ha, i went to bed that night with three other people in my bed and woke up alone (only hooked up with one, mind you). march, i don’t think it was special. i might have started hanging out with eva that month, so maybe it was special. i fell in love in april. may was hard because i moved out of my college dorm forever, now i’m commuting. june was fun! i went to the gay pride parade in the city with friends. july, idk. august was a lot of camping with my family. summer overall was great because i was with eva for most of it, and i was tan! september was stressful, but good. i started commuting to school and i love it but hate it at the same time. october was boring, halloween was lame. november was okay, lots of fighting. december has just been bad. went on a break with my girlfriend and i’ve never felt more alone. it’s been a good year overall, but the end has been hell. my family’s cold, my love life is cooling off. i’m looking forward to a better 2010.